7.6.11

Don't Pity Me.

I've been bad. I've been ba-ad. Goddamn terrible. I'll be the first to admit I suck.

To the -1 person reading this blog, I apologize. You may notice that this thing has laid dormant for about 3 months now. I won't bore you with meticulous personal shit as to why I don't write (moving, etc.) but the fact remains that I fucked up.

My problem is as such – I go into peaks and valleys of productivity, which causes all of my creative endeavours to take a nosedive. Sometimes I feel like when I write too much on a regular basis my head just empties out and I realize no one gives a shit about what I'm writing about. I'm bad at imposed deadlines when they come from myself.

But sometimes... Sometimes you gotta be selfish. You gotta write for yourself about the things you love. Share the shit you want to share. Isn't it the very essence of the internet (apart from pornography and narcissistic social media activities)?

The good news, though, is that I'm back on-track. I'm holding a Post It here with a bunch of topics I'd like to write about in the next little while, and I think I'll follow through. Because these topics intrigue me. And by extension, hopefully, they'll intrigue you too through my mediocre word-cramming skills.

Before that, though... A breather. Summer is indeed upon us. Time for some rap anthems. Yes? Yes. I usually use some of these song when making my way to work in the morning as part of a musical ritual I use to keep shit moving. WHITE DUDE LOVES HARD RHYMES? Better believe it. Just a few tracks, though. Let's ease each other back into this relationship. No hard kisses on the mouth, just a bit of handholding.

1. Wale feat. Rick Ross and Jadakiss - 600 Benz
2. Method Man - Bring The Pain
3. Young Jeezy feat. Plies - Lose My Mind
4. Cam'ron and Vado - Speaking In Tungs
5. Wacka Flocka Flame - Hard In Da Paint
6. Wu-Tang Clan - Careful (Click Click)
7. Big KRIT - Country Shit
8. Tyler, The Creator feat. Frank Ocean - She
9. Jamie Foxx feat. Rick Ross - Living Better Now
10. Jay Z feat. Swizz Beatz - On To The Next One
11. Yelawolf - Pop The Trunk
12. Alfamega - 4 or 5 Ways (This doesn't mean we fuckin' advocate for snitches, guys. We merely like the concept of the song. SNITCHES GET STITCHES AND BASEBALL BATS TO THE GROIN.)
13. Lloyd Banks - Beamer, Benz Or Bentley

13? Perfect number.